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Wednesday, January 25, 2006
10:41 AM

I'm now posting when i clearly should be practicing my flunking java... but after thinking about some stuff, I honestly cannot looking at senseless codings... big apology to Ms Lo.. oh, and I suppose I owe an apology to java too.. oh well...

Anyway, I'm neither here nor there today... thinking about Ray, I suppose.. (stop reapproaching yourself. I know that's what you're doing now as you're reading this!) He seems like s stranger these days... something is wrong; I know it, and you know it. And something Jun Jie said... what he said? good question... sorry... i promised not to say anything about our converstion... but i am SO CONFUSED! DAMN IT!

Jacinth and Janice asked me a question today. If it were to turn to Jun Jie, who didnt tell me about his problems, instead of Ray, would I be THIS UPSET? I answered.. depends... and they said.. then you may care about Ray more than Jun Jie... and something Jun Jie said on our date triggered me... he said.. from an outsider's point of view, you and Ray seem more like a couple compared to me and you. I was speechless.. (for your info, it takes a LOT to make this girl speechless -.-) You can say shock, stunned, surprised, maybe hurt and anger? I HONESTLY DUNNO!!!

crap it! I'm sick of this! See? That was why i hesitated when it comes to relationships... L-O-V-E.. what a word... i hate it.. with a passion... GRRRRR!!!!

Sorry to those who are reading this post, sorry to Ray, and a BIG apology to Jun Jie...

Why is such a simple word so complicated? What do I really want?
-Amber-